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Hey Guys! Well things between me and allan arent at its best right now...but i think were finally going to be able to work this out...were going through alot right now and i know we just need some time to work them out...i love him so much..hes my everything ...my whole world i would do anything for that boy..i love him w/ all my heart and thats never going to change no matter how much im hurting...

maybe i'm not meant to be over him..
i mean, look at how many times i've tried.
maybe it's not working for a reason

theRes sumthinG about the lOok in yoUr eYes.. sOmethinG i noTiCed wHenn the liGht was juSt riGht - it reMinDed me tWicee thaT uR deFinitLy woRth the fiGht <3 iLoVeey0uu

Hey! Its getting better for all of you who know what im talking about..and thank you to all who listened to me go on and on about it! lol  I have some bad news though...my gma's cat died and its a cat that used to be mine and she died..a rottwieler dog like teared and twisted her back leg and i dont know it was really bad i loved that cat but shes in a better place... ON a happier note though Thanksgiving break is almost here im so excited...im tired of school!! So this weekedn i was at the mall and my uncle and his gf and some of there friends were up there too so we were just talking and it smelt like WEED sooo bad someone was getting high...then when we were coming out the cops were telling this guy he was violationg dress code so i looked and omg!! he had on these spandex shorts and he was bulging seriously bad...it was nasty! lol Well i'll update later!    hate myself for losing you </3 Here's a little story of a girl and a guy. Who got torn apart because of a lie. They both knew deep down inside they belonged together. And even thought maybe they'd last ((forever)). You could see it in their eyes, it was meant to be. Their hearts were locked and they held each others key. So why'd they break up if they were so perfect for each other? Why'd they break away from the oppurtunity to be each others' lover? Ask the girl who talked about something she knew nothing about. Or how about the guy who put the couple in doubt. If you don't see where this is going, ill clear it up a bit. The lovers broke it off because people started talking shit. But now, after everything, the couple regrets splitting apart. So let this story be a lesson to you and DONT LET RUMORS come in between you and something in your heart<33

.And it's so hard... when no one understands why you're crying in class and your best friend asks you to a movie but you pass. You want to kill yourself but you know he's still out there & that somehow keeps you going. Waking up in the morning and putting on your make-up, smiling with tears, living in rain and yet knowing what you gain might be nothing but pain.

it's like waking up from an overdose
& realizing you're still alive.

Just to See you *S.M.I.L.E*..I'd do anything..

Its the way i miss you even before you even leave...

Your hand will always be my favorite to Hold!

You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I need you too, because I am the I in I love you.

You are the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep, ensuring I have a pleasant day and sweet dreams.

"When I'm with you, the only place I wanna be is closer."

something in your EYES makes me wanna
loose myself in your arms..... there`s some
thing in ur V0iCE; that makes my heart beat
faster n` faster & i hope this FEELiNG lasts
the rest of my life 

most of these quotes and stuff are from somebody i know site...so if ur reading this im sorry!! but i liked em cuz there kinda of what im going trhough right now! 

Hey Guys!! I hate DRAMA!! Mmkay so last night i went to brandons/jordans Morgan, Starr, Jarred, Stephen, this one guy, and another guy and Chaslynn were there maybe more but i cant really remeber lol it was fun for the most part...if you were there u know what was going on!! I wanna say JORDAN AND MORGAN your the best "marriage counselors" lol!! I love you guys!! OKay today i went to my grandma's and that bout it!! I'll update later! I love you allan w/ all my heart and i always will no matter what......

sometimes you have to lose somebody completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you

You look at me and smile
That's how I know everything's gonna be just fine

tHERE ARE ONLiEE TWO KiNDS OF LOVE STORiES i KNOW OF - BOY LOSES GiRL - OR GiRL LOSES BOY - BUT iN THE END ; ONE GiRL AND ONE BOY ; BOTH WiTH BROKEN HEARTS - END UP FALLiNG FOR EACHOTHER <33